Sunday, February 05, 2006

haha. u noe i m just really happy when ppl make this statement bout me. 'still the same old nic tan.' haha.

today started in the most retarded fashion. first. i alighted at the bus stop. saw boon lay 1 min, den i chionged like some crasi bugger. and guess wad. when i got down i realised i was supposed to go the opposite direction. so i just stopped and stood there feeling stupid. haha i finally took the correct direction, but it didnt end there, i had to fall asleep and end up at simei den i had to take the train back to tanah merah and finally to expo. lol.

service was fantastic, i think its the best service so far this year. unlike FOP that had a 'not as good' sound system. today we got the full delirious? band leading praise and worship and we could hear and feel every word and every lyric they sang. den the presence just rained down on me again and again. it was just fantastic. the presence of God. it suddenly occured to me that i had been missing out on the presence of God like this for almost 2 months. cus i hadnt been doing proper QT. the word seemed kinda familiar but nevertheless it was great too. it just kinda challanged me that we shud live the way God wants us to live and to be steadfast in our commitment towards serving him. when we are commited to God, he will be commited to us!

i really like to thank marcus and yong soon for coming today. yvonne and her sis for taking the trouble to come despite potential obstacles. but i really want to say sorry to my cell today. i didnt know wad was going on la so i was abit frustrated and sulky. i m sorry if i made u guys feel extra or anything. i also like to thank God. truly i did most of my target setting sheet yesterday. i remembered saying. i ll learn to relax more and not let problems get me down. today i was sitting there sulking den God sent the verse 2 Tim 1:7 into my head. it rang in my head. sound mind. that having the holy spirit in us, we are able to discern from right and wrong and to choose to do wad is right. and cus i that i guess the day started to look up.

had loads of fun with pool. haha. came home. time to chiong hw. haha.

|cowpoo| 6:42 PM|

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